Does anyone else look forward to sleeping as much as me.
To be honest it’s not easy to sleep nowadays so any actual restful sleep is very welcomed; but I look forward to the odd days when I dream.
It’s the lucid dreams that I clong to, those ones which are deceptive, allowing me to feel like I was pre-sick.
I hang onto them, mostly I dont want to wake up.
Just the chance to be “normal” even if it’s only when dreaming, is a precious thing..
Some days it gives me comfort, some days I am bereft, missing myself..