I’m on that slope of
Too painful to go anywhere –
Too exhausting to even try to get to the drs –
Too draining to keep explaining to my kids I am not lazy, I feel broken –
Too self deprecating to stop the guilt and anger I feel at myself for not being able to just “snap out of it” –
Too fed up to even bother trying to find “spoons” for extras like showers or hair care –
It’s all just TOO MUCH right now.